Facts about myself I’ve only recently discovered
A good portion of them aren’t exactly positive qualites, I’m embarassed to admit:
1. I can be very impatient, and I’m no longer the laid back, “go with the flow” kind of girl I once was. I always have to be out the door early, and I feel like I’m wasting my life by just sitting around…
2. Which could explain why I’m so tired sometimes. It doesn’t help that when I do finally fall asleep, I have the weirdest dreams/nightmares.
3. I have more mood swings than I would like to have.
4. Sometimes I get paranoid, or feel really scared about anything and everything: the future, people I care about, applying for school/convincing my parents to help pay for the college I want to attend, my grandpa’s health, my brother’s recent behavior…
5. My brother’s behavior brings me to my next point, which is feeling helpless when he becomes violent against others, but it’s usually someone who lives in our house. (my mom, dad, sister and I)
6. I really can accomplish whatever set my mind to…once I get around to doing it.
7. I haven’t been able to sit still long enough to read a book for long, watch a movie, or even write. I don’t know where my attention span has gone to.
8. I keep secrets that anyone tells me, even when we stop being friends or if they don’t exactly deserve my kindness. I like this about myself though. It doesn’t help “getting back” at people who treat you like crap.
9. I think too much. I really do.
10. If I drink too much pop, I get heart palputations and act really hyper.
I guess that’s it for now :)
