Wednesday, August 19, 2009

For reasons still unknown

I was in a nostalgic mood earlier, so I decided to go through last year’s school yearbook and read the comments people wrote about me. To be honest, I didn’t pour over them in the same manner that I normally would in previous years, so this was only my second time reading them thoroughly. And the thing is, it really started sinking in for me that I’m going into my senior year, along with everybody else in the class of 2010. At first it was just a change of pace, “oh lets look at colleges, oh one more year left.” A frame of mind even. But now it feels like it’s actually happening. It’s a really strange feeling. Yesterday I was almost ready even to go away to college and meet new and fascinating people. Now…now, I just want to stay in Fraser and go to school dances with the same group of friends I’ve gone to Homecoming with since sophomore year, pass notes in between classes with Christiani, laugh over everything in lunch with Julie, and enjoy what little I have left of being considered a “kid.”

Does anyone else feel this way, or is it just me?

Notes

  1. summersunshine answered: yes. i totally feel the same. Im afraid of not seeing the same people everyday, and leaving all the good times. I hate change& this 1 is huge
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